Small helpless creature - my brother by chance
Gets swallowed up whole by circumstance.
I grieve and I mourn and I dress all in black.
My tall crowned brother is now at my back.
There's love and there's pain and a guilt ridden glance
When brother kills brother and asks you to dance.
Silence is like sandpaper on my frontal love, But words make my ears bleed. The thought of speaking out loud to another person for even one more second fills my throat with gas Suffocates me And I lon
How do I endure When connection was the cure for my depression? How do I maintain a balance in my brain through touch suppression? How do I succeed When the contact that I need has been forbidden How
I sleep best under warm blankets in a cold room. I sleep best with a body next to me. There's a song called "Weightless" that helps when I can't turn my mind off. A hypnosis recording with the voice t