Silence is like sandpaper on my frontal love,
But words make my ears bleed.
The thought of speaking out loud to another person for even one more second fills my throat with gas
Suffocates me
And I long for a match to ignite it all
Burn like a dragon from the inside out
Catch fire and let my fury and pain illuminate the night
So that someone, anyone looking on might say
"I know that feeling"
"You're not alone"
"Burn it down"
"Do not be afraid".
How do I endure When connection was the cure for my depression? How do I maintain a balance in my brain through touch suppression? How do I succeed When the contact that I need has been forbidden How
I sleep best under warm blankets in a cold room. I sleep best with a body next to me. There's a song called "Weightless" that helps when I can't turn my mind off. A hypnosis recording with the voice t
I had a sex dream about you last night. Is that accurate? I dreamt I slept with you. I dreamt I lay with you, That I shared a bed with you... Or somebody like you... At least , it could have been you.